10.

the last chapter, i think was the saddest one. in her diary, she was talking about how she was sick of herself and bout how everyone was sick of her too. her connection with her parents was horrible and she had noone to talk to and nowhere to go with her problems. one day she got so sick of her, she thought there was no way out of this, so she was kind of thinking about suicide. she didnt want to take it anymore and she knew there was noone to help her cause everyone that used to care about her, started hating her because of the decisions she've made. which was not true because no matter what she thought, they all still cared and loved her and wanted the best for her. but one day, when she finally got all the drugs she needed, she overdosed. her parents found her in her room. this book shows me how easy it is for someone to ruin their own life by making stupid decisions.

9.

alice moved back with her mother. she was kind of happy, but at the same time kind of bummed.
she was hapy because she knew she didnt have to sleep outside anymore, and she knew there was noone to help her. but she was also bummed, beacause she was dissapointed in herself. she knew she had nowhere to go and she couldnt do anything but move back with her mother. she started kind of thinking that theres no help for her, and she cant do anything with her life because of her addiction. her and the boy she liked stopped talkng because he got sick of her and the way she acted. at that point, she knew there was no way out.

8.

when alice was walking around the city, trying to find a place to stay, she met that boy she realy liked from school. she told him what happened and he was realyl dissapointed in her, even thought he already had an idea of whats going on. he didnt think it was that bad. after a long talk with him at the park, she decided to go back home and talk to her mother. when she did that, it all worked out between her and her mother. ofcourse. her mother loves her and she wouldnt let her stay out on da streets all by herself. her mother set up all kinds of new rules for her thought. she cant do drugs anymore, and she has to go to school, and she has to behave and listen to her. she didnt know how thats gona work out, but she decided to give it a try.

7.

alice went home after the party. all drunk and high. she fell asleep and she wasnt realizing wats going to happen the next morning. when her mother woke her up the next morning, because she wasnt at school, she got really mad at alice. she told her she cant take it anymore, and shes sick of her and the way she acts. she kicked alice out, and that was when alice got really frustruated with herself. she was sick of herself, and she felt totally worthless. she couldnt take it anymore herself, not even mentchioning her mother. she felt kind of dissapointed in herself, and she knew she had nowhere to go.

6.

alice gained a lot of weight. her connection with her father kept on geting worse and worse. she decided to do something about it. she decided she will try to loose her weight again and maybe start looking at things from a different perspective. and it worked in a way. she started off good, but then when she went to her best friends party...she did drugs again. she was having a good time, but she wasnt thinking about whats going to happen with her. she even saw the boy she liked and they started talking agian. she was really happy at the time, but she didnt know whats going to happen next...

5.

alice became more and more unhappy with herself. at that point, she was really skinny and her mome was making her eat more, because she was concerned about her. but she never realized that right after alice finished her food, she went to the bathroom and vomited beacuse she didnt want to gain her weight back. one day alice's father started picking on her, and she felt like she he was trying to make her feel bad, so she'll start eating again. she kept on doing drugs and she was still, really depressed. the boy that she used to talk to started spreading rumors about her and all the kids at her school were making fun of her. at one point, she finally gave up and started eating again. she even tried to quit drugs. but she was always ending up really dissapointed...

4.

in this chapter, she was talking about how she kept on loosing weight. she kept on fighting with her mom and she was really unhappy with her life. and she knew the only thing that could help her with not thinking about whats going on at home, was drugs. she kept on using drugs, and then she realized she was addicted. she became more and more into drugs, and then at some point she stopped caring about school, and family. she doesnt talk to the guy she met at school anymore, and she became kind of depressed. and obviously, then she reached for drugs to help her overcome her depression and sadness.

3.

in this chapter, she was talking about how she moved and about all the changes that happened after she moved. She was tlaking about this guy that she met at her new school, and she really liked him. She was talking about how she donesnt know if shes gona make any new firends. but she did. she met a lot of new friends, and she really liked her school. but then, one day when she was talking to this girl, she decided she was too fat, so she decided shes gona go on a diet. as time passed by, she kept on loosing weight. One day whens he was at a party, she tried drugs for the first time in her life. and she really liked it. she knew it wasnt the last time she've done it, and there was more to come.

2.

The next few pages was her still writing about all the things she was missing already. She decided she needed to go on a diet, because she thought she wasnt good enough. She decided to start of a new life. Even her mom had nocited those small changes sheve been making with herself and her life. She wasnt sure that was going to work out for a long time, but she decided to give it a try. Later on, after the date her and one of her new friends went to, she realized she doesnt really need Roger in her life. So she gave up. You can even say she totally decided to move on. She was talking about all those parties sheve been going to, and all those new people she have met over the past few weeks. She was really happy with the life she was living right now. And she finally thought she was free and that she fit in.

1.

In this part of the book, we were introduced to a teenage girl, that doesnt really know what to do with herself in life. Yes, she had friends, but she didnt feel like she exactly fit. She wasnt popular. She thought she had to do something to change that. It started when she was served a soft drink laced with LSD in a dangerous party game. In the first few pages, she was writing about how her and her parents are moving. First she was so excited to get away from everyone and everything that has been making her kind of depressed for a quite some time now. Later, the closer she was geting to actually moving, the more she didnt want to leave. She was sad when she was thinking about how shes gona miss everyone, and her room. She was talking about all those times she had cried over the guy she used to like before. But after she moved, she realized it wasnt that big of a deal after all.